5/12/2005 Day which given second times to live

9am i reached kch airport. 10.30am i cont my trip to lundu with friends. Yea, i imagined dat when arrived, i would spent my great time with friends gossip ea other, play cards, joking around till stomach bei tahan, lay at beach and see stars...

Imagination is perfect. In fact.

2 hours after that, the driver lost control at corner wit high speed. Half side was outside the road. He tried to turn the car out from grass. Next, car accelerate to other side. What had i seen after that is pusing pusing about 3-4 rounds. I never closed my eyes.(if not wrong, wilson ass is above me, i saw black things above me) I wonder when i will die. I will die? When the car stop? I got no fear. No time to fear. I Hear only crashing sounds.

Everything stopped. The car was perfect landing at land few meters from where we pusing. I still alive? Why? I didn't feel any pain. Wilson still shouted somebody head is blooding(in fact was his hand badly cut off into deep wound, all blood which splash around was contributed by him). Everybody is getting out. I didn't know wat to do. It's 1st time experience. The car didn't show any sign of good condition. Its head totally damage. I wonder why we survive since the car look like that. I lost 1 of my selipar. nvm, my feet was cut by stg also. It's blooding. Na, didn't care cause not pain at all. I find my wallet and etc. Shit, my beloved jacket kenak blood!

I still wonder why we survive? Why i still alive from the incident? I was wondering on the journey to hospital. Wilson still got mood to joke around behind. I'm not talking much. I just felt my head very painful after knock on unknown things. I nearly cried out after i tot wat would happen if i die. How about my mom and my family? Luckily, i didn't. I called them, told them i'm ok, everybody were ok.

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When flash back of the accident, i'm still wondering why i still alive. Haha, scary also, next time will be more careful. No more younger driver for me.Appreaciate everything.

P/S: Remember, Scold and FxxK ur driver who drive dangerously, ur life depend on him.

SMS from a gal

If u think so good go join her la n i wount talk wit u nemore.. wat so gud! Blaz off! Ony noe herself! She 1s 2 go here n thr can la if me knt! Mind ur own biznez!

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It's a sms from my 17 years old friend after i tried to settle conflict btw her and her sis. Hmmm... kinda hurt after saw dat msg. Mind ur own biznez. I got ntg to say anymo. For me, few years ago oso will be like this, when i'm still childish. All mind will be conquered by anger. No one can persuade me since i'm in blazing mood. haha. But flash back of that, isn't that stupid? For wat had i done even the opponent is my mother. Why so angry for such little things? May be that day will said "mind ur own biznez, nobody wouldn't understand my problem!" So, began from someday i didn't realized, i promised not to controlled by anger, less to be angry, patient, anything will be ok after few seconds, just be silent, isn't it? Especially for ur family. They are more important than anything. Someday u will know if u still don't reliaze now.

Gal, grow up now...

S.H.E -- 天灰

如果你不再出现 我的世界 还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间 让我们试验 什么叫永远

想念变成怀念 心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切 你最后属于谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭

如果你从没出现 我会不会 觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间 总要把诺言 一点点摧毁

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第一次听到这歌,就爱上了.尤其是CHORUS部分,ELLA的和声真棒,HEBE和SELINA的甜声配合得不可思议.真把我心里的灰色一面唤出来.好喜欢.

2 love movie to intro to u

k. I watch two movies today. its two love movie. I rate them with 4.5/5.0 cause since long time i didn't watch any nice movie like of stupid dragon squad with nice trailer but suck movie.

『現在、很想見你』/[籍著雨點說愛你]



The story is about the love of a family. The mother died and left only father and son. She promised to them that she will came back at raining season. So, she really came back. But she didn't remember anything about her family. What her husband and son did later was appreaciate the time btw them and pretend ntg happen. She come back at raining season, this mean she will went back somewhr after the raining season... So, they had lovely time. The husband had been given another chance to love his wife, their son also. Finally, the raining season is over. She know she had to go...

The ending kinda touching because of everything they had done. Well, they know she did really come back and exists the days after she died. Because the mother bought cakes for her son for the following every years until he reached 18. And wrote a diary also which she said she knew she will dying from years before they married but she didn't escape from the faith because of them. Yea, i like the ending.

P/S: I like the female actress. She act really great.

Some of the achievement of this movie:

《光榮記錄》
．2004日本年度總票房排行第三名

．原著小說熱賣百萬、熱門書籍排行榜蟬連5週第一名

．主題曲「花」狂銷百萬由Orange range 日本Oricon公信排行榜 首張連續四周冠軍單曲


Next will be 50 first dates



Yea, it's a movie which hit on cinema on 2004. I watch it because a gal intro me about that movie 1 or 2 years ago. So, i download and watch it. And it really nice. Thanks gal.

Story is about a man met a woman which had short term memory. Really short term. 1 day only. It mean after she wake up from deep sleep, she forget everything and did things repeatly of the day. She went to cafe, ate her breakfast, read her book, drove back to celebrate her father's bday... Her family went like this for a year until the man went in her life. He tried to help her. Everyday he tried to flirt her, and introduce himself, everyday had her first dates, everyday had her first kiss... Everyday woke up she had given a tape to let her know what had happen for the days. I can't describe well but try imagine u are the man, u fall in love with a gal who didn't remember anything after a day. But u still tried ur best to know her, date her, love her... all u had done need to do repeatly... that's kinda suffer for me. lol.

Well, ending not bad also. The gal didn't recover at the ending. She woke up, she look at a video tape named "good morning lucy". She confuse, yet she need to accept. She went out the door, hug wit her daughter and husband, sailing around the world...

P/S: well, can't really imagine. If i'm the man, i would rather give up. haha. And i love the penguin and seal inside the movie. Damn cute. The actress also. I like to see her while she tried to digging memories out but yet she don't remember anything. Her face so confuse and yet pity :P

Watch them if u haven't. Nice. Well, this kind of love story does really exists in movie only? U ever imagine that u live in fantasy world which both of you love until "you die i die"? haha... We're ordinary ppl. But we like to dream or imagine...

长大了

长大了,是时候成熟了.不要再做幼稚的事了...

不要把自己的错怪在别人身上,想想是不是自己错了.

就算不是,懂得体谅,原谅.

不要为了别人的错,而把自己搞到七孔冒烟.

不要因为自己生气,而把别人当出气筒.

不要为了一些小事,而让它让你活得不安宁.

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是不是已经长大了,想的东西不一样?有时觉得自己成熟,有时幼稚...很难懂.

the most important things in my life

well, i'm thinking about it for a while oredi. And determine 3 important things in my life.

1st: I can't live without money.
2nd: Life without music is suck.
3rd: Friends is better than everything.

Money money money, even song oso can sing like dat. Many things can't buy with money, but u can't survive and can't do anything without money.

Music ar, may be my ears not suitable for silence. Always need listen to music or songs even when i do revision.

Friends, yeap, friends is the best entertainment where u spent time on them. lol

Well, some1 may ask about family and love. Family, i'm trying not to rely on family, but sometimes oso need ask for some money cos over spent, haha. Should learn to independent liao. Love?! for me, may be dat's an trouble which myself is too bored, then nothing to do, find some1 who can give me trouble and headache. :P

P/S: but when love comes, nobody can avoid, rite? i love when fall in love.

相信"我永远爱你的人"...

相信"他/她永远爱我"的人永远都是愚蠢的...
相信"我永远爱他/她"的人...都是天真的...

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相信"我永远爱你的人"永远是傻的,因为从恋人相互碰到,直到心碎分离都不超过两年,每人爱的定义都不同...

零碎的梦...

在你生命中,点点滴滴充满了破乱零碎的梦
只有能慢慢的从生命里的每一刻慢慢寻找
有些是朋友,有些是家人,有些是情人
有了梦,可能生命就有了意义吗?
我...已懒得寻找...让梦来寻找我吧...

Well, sometimes i need to say stg.

可能有时候很累,或有什么灵感,可能就在这里发泄吧...

很久没update我的blog了,之前是懒惰玩,也没什么人看...

现在觉得有时想说出什么,突然想说什么,来这里发泄好了...

P/S: 希望生活更有趣^^

well, sometimes i'm kinda tired, or suddenly got ideas, i got nowhr to spill it out.

Its a long time since i log in and update my blog, may be cos of my laziness, or nobody view it.

Begin now, when i feel dat i wan talk out stg which i fell not comfortable, or when i wan scold ppl, or when aprreaciate stg, i will write out here.

P/S: Hope life's getting interesting.

Imagination VS Reality

Wat we imagine usually didn't same with the result. Hmmm...

Example 1: U have organize a party
Imagine : Many ppl come, enjoy very much, laugh and noisy, many present, play till late nite...
Reality : Some ppl come, cincai eat lar, food still left many, very cool, all shy shy one, present?! dun think of it, all sleepy, wan go back liao, den need to clean all things although tired bah...

Example 2: U make a cake or cookies for ur love one
Imagine : After Eat it, He said:" Wakau... so delicious!!! I love u dear!!! I hope i can marry u and eat the cake/cookies u make for me everyday!" Then serve u a kiss.
Reality: After Eat it, He just keep silence... And pack up major of the cake/cookie to bring back home. Wat happend to the cake or cookie???

Dun torture urself...

Words for myself...

Don't torture urself because of he/she,
Put he/she aside,
Enjoy with ur friends,
Live for ur life,
Live for urself,
Live for ur happiness. ^_^

I Hope I can Happier than Yesteday, Today, Tomorrow... And so U are ^_^

Who's gonna comfort me?

Words for myself...

Nobody knows who I really am,
I never felt this empty before,
And if I ever need some to come along,
Whos's gonna comfort me and keep me strong.

Taken from Bleach[Ending Theme].

Friends... I love u all!!!

Long time no see friends. Usually lazy to find or call or sms. But yesterday or wat too boring. Go find for ET, Toon, KS. And chat about past, really fun. I like it. Just now oso see KYan. LOL. Friends Forever!!!

Days after Days...

Everday doing the same things... It seems I have more days to go. Friends finish exam. I think i can wet wit them for a while.
2pm - Wake up. Read Newspaper.
3pm - Eat.
4pm - Play Games. ( Just finish Chrono Cross with perfect ending. In two weeks I think. Who else got games to intro me? )
7pm - Bath. Make preparation if got go out. Eat.
8pm - Watch TVBS.
11pm - Online liao.
1pm - Offline liao. Watch anime.
3pm - Brush Teeth + UNO black ver RUB my face. I hate pimples. Sapu Nivea jugak.
4pm - Sleep luh~~~ ZzZzzz...
How's ur damn good holiday? Well my friends...