This article not only talking about myself, but also include stg i wished to tell everyone, what i dont like and i wish u all to tell me more about me. I wrote it half year ago. I finish it just now. Still incomplete kok. Know myself well is a big knowledge.
P/S: I dont know want put what pics for this post. So simply put my pics which may fucking annoying XD
12.4.2005
22.7.2005
Talking about myself. I'm 22 years old oredi. But i wish i oways live at 17 years old. My slang is "dont know, bu zhi dao". Bu zhi dao bu zhi dao. Inside 10 sentence surely got 1 dont know. For example: u ask me, what had u eat yesterday? I will answer "Bu zhi dao" without thinking. Even my sister scold me for saying dat: Why u oways say dont know, u oredi 20+, should know what u need to answer. Why i oways say bu zhi dao? After i think of it, because i am lazy. super lazy. This magic words "dont know" can settle every questions easily for me. What u eat just now? Dont know. What u do just now? Dont know. You know the answer? Dont know. Damn it. No wonder ppl get mad at me. I'm just lazy to answer, sob sob. I'm just trying to get stg seems complicated for all of us and described in 3 simple words which ppl can understand. This really a bad habit, isn't it? So since a while ago, i tried to answer questions as long as possible and fulfill ur answers. But if i really lazy to talk, i will also answer dont know.
Addon: Nini oways say dunno oso, sometimes it really make me headache. Haiks... i ask her dont lazy to think of the answers, but myself oso makes same mistake ><
29.12.2005
23.3.2005
How lazy i am. I lazy to talk, lazy to eat, lazy to do homework, lazy to study, lazy to exercise, but surely not lazy to sleep. I hate to be apple polisher or in rude words call as fu-lam-pa. For what i polish ur lampa or apple since u are rotten apple?? U're not pretty or handsome but i need to praise u damn pretty, cute and adorable. What's wrong if i talk honest? Why u seems like dissapointed when i'm talking honest since u ask for my opinion and beg for suggestion? Why ppl like compliments more which they even know ppl just wanna comfort them, compare to the words that unpleasant to hear? I'm not this kind of type. It make my life fake. Sorry. Wanna listen to straight forward advise, may be i can help. If i really gives u compliment, den i mean it. Like i say u more handsome den me, den it really does. If i say u should diet, den u should! In fact, the apple polisher oways be the last one standing and the survivor of this world. god damn it. I wish i could be apple polisher.
I think this also is one of the reason why i dun hv gf until now. Slap my mouth slap my mouth. May be i should be a shiny apple polisher. Drink honey, eat sugar, bath with coca cola...
Addon: I really need hard work if i wanna be sweet talker/flower talker, because i tried and i failed.
29.4.2006
26.5.2005
Shut up and listen! That's what i wanna do. Listen ppl's opinion and dont stubborn. U dont listen to theirs and keep talking urs, where the hell will u know where's ur mistakes and whr's u gonna improve urself? Dont just talking nonsense, please la, stop talking, dont be such noisy pig, the more u talk, the more trouble u get, the more disrespect u get from ppl. Just shut up, listen, then asking when ppl's stop talking. Understand command, and follow, that's all.The unpleasant advise which may lift up ur nerve, are wishing u to improve. Like mama said, its for ur own good~ If as family or friends really dont care what fucking life u have, they wouldn't even wanna scold or talk to u. Appreaciate that ppl who gives u advice, and its really painful to listen to the words, but it means that they still care about u.
Addon: Jui fuck me when i'm down. He said stg like this: If we as friends dont care about you, we better go die!
10.7.2006
4.8.2006
I'm trained to be silent, shut up and listen. Dont ask so much fucking things, the less u asked, the less u know, less troubles, more better you are. And the silent mode make me really silent all the times. I type more den words which i talk per day. I'm not good in communicate. Especially to strangers. If u get call from me, better hang it up asap. It will damn bored u. I swear! Or if u like to talk to air or talk to urself, den call me. And this not-so-talkative-bored-chatter-box alien confirm not survivor of this world. And guaran-damn-tee this is the other reason out of 1000 reasons why i'm not attractive to opposite sex.
Addon: I found that i may talkative to very few ppl only and it depends on my mood sometimes. If i can talk many to u, den mean i ++ with u.
2.8.2006
26.8.2006
For what be a good man. Dont like to be good person, 烂好人... Why? Bcos this kind of person more likely to be used, again and again until u're exhausted and going mad. I got this kind of friends, they are damn nice person who hardly want to say "NO" out of their mouth. Whatever u ask him to do, he will just say "OK" and do it. Yea, i like this kind of person, they make my life easier but i don't do stg like that. It's bad isn't it?
Addon: In the end, i found that i'm still cant be bad ass. I'm not so good but not too bad. I'm still good in somewhr else or some ppl call me 笨笨的 (idiot)...
6.9.2006
So, not-so-good-OK-person is categorized in BAD-EGG or COLD-BLOODED or COLD-HEART animal. I admit that I am cold blooded animal. Hmmm... for example, a cute gal came over and asked for donation to some charity, she showed pictures which handicap and sick ppl for me. Donation? sorry, no way. Choooo choooo... Go away! Same goes for kelian and dirty de ahpek or begger asked for money when i was enjoying my kolok mee... Sorry again, i dont even will give a damn about them, den they will walked away. Arghh... I feel ashame when i wrote this even i feel that i didn't do anything wrong. Like i'm mensia-sueikan my moral teacher who teach me oways help ppl and do charity, and i feel like myself is one of those rich person who very kiamsap and dont want donate for charity.
Addon: What happen to this world?!
I hate to be ignore and look down. Or can say like this, everybody hate to be ignore and look down. Don't look down on me because before my mama born me, i'm one of the million!
23.11.2006
26.12.2006
Finally, i 100% 重色轻友. Hmmm... stg like ranking of Girlfriend>>>>Friends. Haiks... i think most of u know it. Sigh~ I tot i can change since last time but i cant. lol. I born to treat her nice >_< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjULlhCLsbyIlXwLqIl1d5VkY6XkaElsMY2mKLyMdtxFU_AHAW32IBm2N_OzxVOKFmjBABKsIO4lNYy27Q76Fb7aWyNlLbuMnIEqCr7vOd3n2frkD5LKiNatp969GLizEgCybPWUQ/s1600-h/DSC03732.JPG">
10.7.2007
Conclusion: I'm still 100% proud of myself even i'm not perfect. It's good to be myself. It feels like myself is special. I can change my personalities but depends on who and what and when and how. I wish I can change better and better. 1st target is APPLE POLISHER/FLOWER TALKER. Everybody like it, isn't it?
