Lonely

This hour, i'm shivering because of my loneliness. I feel nobody, no warm, and the time flowness. I dun know how to spend my night. I dun listen any noise. I'm just myself. I'm alone. I'm lonely. I cant even find anybody to chat with in msn, and sms with other ppl even i got long contact list. I live in my own world for past years. I'm isolated myself. I'm weird. I cant communicate properly. I cant socialize. Idiot. Scare. I got no friends. I dont know if i got friends. Where are you? Where am i? Help me.

我爱我的国家 I love my country

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